-birthday's eve
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2002-09-30 - 7:28 p.m.
so i read more of chapter one, and i got to the traumatic part.... the two year old, i think has died, but i haven't finished chapter one... there is only so much you can get through while eating lunch at your desk, with a book and coworkers thinking you are still working, eventhough, you are stuffing your face with a turkey snack.so, the perfect girl is apparently psycho and this does not make me happy, no not at all.... it bothers me a lot... if you are going to be psycho-- you should seek medical attention or really keep it to yourself.
"----- i am the if-----you care... i am so lost without you--- i am the if-- you're there-- i am alone-- so far from you....."
... and the look on his face, in his eyes, it was something, i hadn't seen in years... approval.... parental validation.... it does mean a lot... always has.
... and he told me i had the same eyes as the girl he took to prom....
....and the lyrics were.... I know by now that you'll arrive, By the time I stop waiting, I miss you....
it's the eve of my birthday... it happens once a year... so much happens between the last and the next... does it get faster? it was a great year.
love.
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