taking care.
listening to:
mood:
2001-10-23 - 11:52 p.m.
what are you supposed to do when you know that you have said or done something wrong, and have taken the correct steps to fix it, but it still doesn't feel right in your body or your mind? when you still sit back, bring your hands up to your face, and say, "oh, my, what was i thinking?" "how could i have done that?" you have made apologies and acted in the appropriate way to right the wrong. but its not fixed, personally, its not fixed.
i know that it eventually becomes less intense as time goes on, thus, the saying, "time heals all wounds," but really, for that first 24, 48 hours or week or month, that you feel just horrible and guilty, how are you supposed to snap out of it? or... are you supposed to feel the consequence no matter what you have done to correct the error?
or does it just depend on what kind of person you are? or the degree of mistake?
i don't know.
a bit sad tonight. tired too. i think the house plant officially died today. it was the only living thing, besides myself, that actually depended on my caretaking.
good night.
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