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2002-08-15 - 7:45 p.m.
i laughed till i cried. and i still think of walking down the busy streets, and jumping in cabs.... getting all gussied up to see, to be... someone, no one at all. snickering at people in airports, stumbling in heels, drinking blueberry martinis, and brooklyn lager... 15th floor gin and tonics.... sunsets in new york. They are not there anymore.... you never know what direction you are going in anymore.....i panicked this morning. heart racing,-----sister missing----, for only 20 minutes... but its long enough to think the absolute worst, and well-up at the thought of it. she was gone. for the first time in my life... she had left... it makes me cry just thinking about it.
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