yesterday. i thought i would stand up and scream in the middle of the day... quit my job and then kill myself. yes, yes, it was that difficult. i chewed my cheek and i wasn't on drugs. i worked a 15 hour day. it almost killed me, almost.
so today, was close to as difficult as yesterday was... but not quite. my anxious feelings to flee the thing that was causing me pain were quelled by the newly aquired knowledge that i would be getting a 14% raise effective january 1st.--- so. yeah.
yay me.
lets be thankful. i am looking forward to cooking. i really am.