pumpkin pie
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2004-02-05 - 5:56 p.m.
i think i will break sometimes. i think i am on the brink sometimes. i think that all can be perfect in one moment and then totally dark and disillusioned in another. and the mood swings, they sway and kick me when im down, and let me dance and sing after tooth time on my way to the warm bed. kind of feel like part of me is long gone. and i am searching the past to find those pieces. to bring them back to life and enjoy that person. but, maybe i can reach that person by just doing those activites that i used to do.
i think i just miss some things and at the same time want to be more.
Dad says its all chemical. says we can turn it off. just by having a conversation with ourselves. letting our brain know..."its all chemical."
pumpkin pie is so good.
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