we were doing that sandwich thing
listening to:
kelly clarkson remixes <------who listens to this?
mood:
anxious and caffinated
2006-07-24 - 11:52 a.m.
i can't seem to sleep enough. i am feeling exhausted all the time. its the pill, the pill!! I knew this would be the case. I knew this would happen.
Epic weekend in my old hood with my new boys, surfer joys, sandy, alcoholic, bloodshot eyes, laughter pinching my sides. we smile and tip and toss and fly through the drunken streams of 'yes, please,' protecting invisible strings- not attached, not detached. "she looks like a stripper, but she is not one... she is my girlfriend."
grumpy McGrumpster is back once again. he left, i thought for good... but no. The undue stress of trying to keep a unhappy relationship afloat.
i have an outlet. one that i can use whenever my heart desires and i am afraid to use it.
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