strong?
listening to:
mood:
2002-03-15 - 10:09 p.m.
i hope i can look back on these days with satisfaction, happiness and peace. life seems surreal right now. floating and spinning, and trying to believe in something greater. trying to see past trivialities and believe in the power of optimism. i am trying to be strong. and so often, i am driving down the freeway and i think to myself, "what if i am not as strong as i think i am?"
what then? do you still walk around with a smile and greet the people you see with warmth? is the outside impression you make your true identity?
tomorrow i apartment/house/loft hunt. once again, cross your fingers, and have great sex!
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