what you want
listening to:
metallica
mood:
sharp
2006-06-15 - 5:07 p.m.
�If you don't get what you want, you suffer; if you get what you don't want, you suffer; even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can't hold on to it forever. Your mind is your predicament. It wants to be free of change. Free of pain, free of the obligations of life and death. But change is a law, and no amount of pretending will alter that reality.�
~ Dan Millmanmy sister used to call me a masochist when i was a kid.
i would instigate and laugh and poke and prod and laugh and get all crazy until she would beat the crap out of me. i didn't always start it, but someone else always ended it. i would wind up in tears, mostly for dramatics, on the ground with red marks or bruises or cuts on my body or one time when she threw me into the fireplace and cracked my forehead wide open (i still have the scar to prove it).
i often wonder if i am a masochist or just a glutton for pain. or just in need of physical attention!!
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