my coincidence
listening to:
big shuffle- nirvana right now.
mood:
calm, relaxed, happy.
2005-10-07 - 10:09 p.m.
and just like that. im here. i was missing for a little bit, but as the cycles continue of lost and found, i am found. music sounds sweeter, food tastes better, working out is more fulfilling, and i have found the center in myself. how it quickly changes. the tide. the eb and flow. and i read the article that brought back memories of recovery. of being saved when i was all of ten years old. and its not too much different so many years later. and the same problems arise, and history repeats itself, and you relearn and focus and try to get through the same exact thing you did years ago. and you think this could be the time, the one, the spot, the feeling that is it, and it isn't. they are all just moments. why can't i remember this? why can't i file my feelings and remember exactly what the resolution was last time? is it hope that comes through? hope that 'this time it will be different?' funny how things are sometimes. coincidence. creeps and crawls and you remember how much you love minor threat.
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