nothing done
listening to:
death cab for cutie - plans
mood:
throat clenched, eyes welling
2005-09-06 - 12:02 p.m.
every time i come full circle and am ready to really dive deeply into this stuff that i call work... i am slammed back to further behind the starting line then when i started. every project initiated is pushed back upon. 4 emails later and rejected, now floating on the surface *until further notice.* Fool them? Fool them!!!!! stand back and hide your face and laugh. hide behind your perfect physique that you smirk about, knowing it is pretty good, but not good enough for you. don't show me anything, show me every thing. the dichotomy is getting to me. the extreme of *i don't know you* to skin on skin- kiss me as if there was no other. *cheaters never bloom*
and it is work that is really frustrating me most! i want to complete something and nothing gets done!! everything started and stopped by the powers that be. all i really want to hear is... *good job*
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