calcium candy
listening to:
bright eyes, still
mood:
flat, fat, withdrawn
2005-07-12 - 2:25 p.m.
popping white pills of calcium like tic tacs, tick tock, water: spill over me. click-sick, bandaids and ace bandage, black bootie and back to a vicodin, don't know where i'd been. hit bottom just the other night. i guess it would come. curled up between sheets, fan blowing, tv tinging and ipod singing in my ears so sweet. drift away and back again. calm and cool and only going up from here, no fear! i can do all this, battered ego and all. lost in sad's laughter, giggle and grip. it all hurts. i just had to get control.
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