under over passes.

listening to:
mood:

2001-09-13 - 9:39 p.m.

as i was leaving work, i went under over passes... people were standing with american flags, waving them and cars honked and lights flashed.

as i was running home... i passed, for the 3rd day in a row this man. He is dressed in formal pajamas, light blue in color with a cardigan, and slippers. he wears glasses and holds his right hand by his rib cage. his hair is lost. his eyes are empty. i assume he is out for a walk from the home.

seeing him tonight sprung me into emotional collapse. i started to shake, and cry. just seeing him wander the neighborhood lost in some other place made me, lose it.

when i got home i huddled in the corner of my dark room... i rocked back and forth and tried to tell myself soothing positive things. that didn't work. crying was better.

I don't think i have completely grasped what has occurred this week, and what is to come.


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