up and down - back and forth
listening to:
jay z
mood:
eager
2005-12-12 - 10:49 a.m.
everything ends.
and begins again.
the cycle of up and down. eb and flow. back and forth. spikes and bottoms out. as i become stronger in body, spirit and mind, the growing pains are sometimes unbearable. my body has become my escape, my outlet, my punishment, my happiness.
fixed. dressed up. moisturized. laughable. direction - we are going. up and down. eb and flow. back and forth.
empowered she says. yea. endings tears mix with hopeful giggles. can't wait to finish this 2005. its been a temultuous year of lessons about expectations, love, self loathing, self reflecting, lust, anger, blurry confused lines of nothing at all, babies!, trips, grounding, floating, tequila shots, more tequila shots, 25 pounds of weight gone-- light shoulders, moving on. im open for all the newness that new years brings.
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